I just got to surrender myself and trust that everything will be ok./
Believe in Him.
and suddenly…my conscience came back to me, came back to tell me right from wrong but still i ignore it knowing that what it’s telling is true and trying to bring me back to reality, i want to listen to it but my stubbornness is blocking me from doing such thing. still i must learn to overcome it.
soon everything will spill out, im just waiting til i figure what will cause the spill. patience and peace, it’s what i need.
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
favorite verse from the bible.
i dont know what’s going on but i hope things will get better for you. i pray that you may get through this situation you are in. i hope you know that everyone is there for you, including me. so please don’t be ashamed on asking for help because we just want to help you out. be strong my friend…
doesn’t it suck when you know things have changed now. like you knew right from the beginning that things werent going to end well. that things were “going to happen”. sucks but hey, everything happens for a reasons. we just have to accept it the way it is and learn from it. even if it hurts. things dont happen by chance. there’s always a reason why things are the way they are. i sometimes wish it didnt but all well.
i really do hope you can understand, why we got to part ways. i hope things can get better for us in the future. please be patient and be safe. goodbye…for now.
In the end, I’m hurting those that I love, and it pains me to see them like this but they have to understand why I am doing this. I’m not doing this on purpose, I’m doing it because it’s the right thing, sometimes when we do what is right, it seems wrong in the eyes of others. I just have to trust in God that everything will be ok. before things get better, we must go through the worst…and my worst is about to begin. But faith will keep me strong, faith will keep me going forward for i know what my reward is in the end and it is something i been seeking for a long time.
and just like that, my heart just broke into broken pieces again…